I Realized Something

I had forgotten that I wrote this. It's been over three months since I've looked at this or even thought about it. I guess I really was hurting and needed to vent. I don't remember feeling this bad though. I remember that I felt bad, but I didn't realize how deep of a depression I was in. I don't want to delete it because I belive that an artist or writer shouldn't throw away their works just because they don't like them. They might become important one day. I guess I'll post it.


I realized that I had known what was going to happen, but I wouldn't admit it. My subconscious self was protecting my conscious self from it. I had dreams that, if only I'd have thought about them, would've told me earlier. But I decided, it's best for me not to know yet. These sentences don't even make sense! I can't wait until this is over. I can't wait for this pain to be gone.

A Girl Commited Suicide Because of a Fake Guy

This story scared me a lot because it could happen to anyone. A 13-year-old girl, Megan Meier, committed suicide because her next-door neighbor and her employee, a girl named Ashley, created a fake Myspace under the name "Josh Evans" and pretended to be a really cute guy. "Josh Evans" sent her cruel messages that drove the girl to hang herself. I don't know why someone would do that but I guess they were really mad or had an issue with their minds or something, I'm not trying to say that they have to have something wrong with their minds to be a criminal, but a lot of them have psychological problems. The lady has denied saying hurtful things to Megan over the Internet, and the prosecutors said that they haven't found anything to charge the woman with.
The community has basically shunned the Drews, the family of the woman that created the fake Myspace. Last December, someone threw a brick through a window in their home. Just a few weeks ago, someone made a prank call to the police saying that there'd been a shooting inside the Drew house. That prompted cop cars to come with lights flashing and sirens. Another person recently got the password to change the Drew's outgoing cell phone recording, and replaced it with a disturbing message that the police wouldn't give details to. It must have been very bad if they wouldn't let anybody know what it said. The people haven't left yet. I'm pretty sure I would. I guess they might think it would look incriminating or something like that. Maybe they've been there a long time. I don't know but they must have some good reason for staying.
People haven't seen the lady outside her home in weeks. Death threats and ugly insults to Drew are all over the Internet. A neighbor said that Megan suffered from depression for years. I felt really bad reading this. I thought it was just a little bit disgusting that someone would do that. I felt sad that the Megan girl was so freaked out or whatever that she felt like she had to take her own life. It turns out that "Josh" said that the world would be better off without Megan. Her mom said that she went to her room, upset and crying. Then, about twenty minutes later, she was found hanging from a belt tied around her neck. Drew's attorney said the girl's suicide had "absolutely, 100 percent" nothing to do with the cruel commens posted online about Megan. How can you say that? Yes, she did suffer from depression for a long time, but you don't post stuff like that online about a girl that has been depressed for years. It doesn't make sense, what could Megan Meier have done to make someone do that? No THEY didn't kill her; THEY forced her to kill HERSELF. I don't know what they said to or about her, but if it was anything like "the world would be better off without you" I can understand why she hung herself. It made me so mad that the lawyer could say that. I don't understand that at all. There is probably a reasonable explanation for why Drew and Ashley did it, but I don't think I'd care that much what they said to justify telling a girl with depression the world would be better off without you. I really don't think I'd care.

Goin' 2 Skidaway Island, Savannah!!!!!!!

I can't wait to go to Skidaway Island! It's gonna be so awesome! Mrs. Riggins, Mrs. Betty Ganus, and Mrs. Chapman are going with us! We are technically only going to be there for one whole day. We're going to leave school at 8:00 a.m. Wednesday and we'll be back at 9:00 p.m. on Friday. The trip is goin' to be so awesome!!!! We'll have breakfast at 7 a.m.! That's not so bad though. We are going to Fort Pulaski tomorrow and then on a ghost walking tour, which is this tour around the town and the tour guide tells you about all the ghosts that are supposed to be in the town. I cannot wait to be there! My brother has to be at the school at 5:30 a.m. and I am going to the school to say "bye" and then come back and get ready to leave for my trip and then sit around for an hour, probably watch a movie or something. Did I mention I can't wait to leave!!!!!

so happy

I am so happy I can't even begin to describe it! I got all A's on my progress report for the first time since I've been in middle school! I even had forty-five AR points! I can't wait for school to be out though. I just want to be able to sleep five minutes past six o'clock! I am not caounting this past week because I have been sleeping to 6:45 every morning because I play softball in Manchester and get home late. I am so ready for the weekend too because that is closer, considering today is Friday. I guess I didn't think about how tired I was until yesterday. I mean, I knew I was tired, but it didn't really click until yesterday, if you know what I mean. I don't think I even understand what on earth I mean so it's okay if you don't either. I know that I am babbling right now, but I can't really help it, I'm tired and I talk, in this case type, a lot.

Killing Mr. Griffin

Mr. Griffin is a high school English teacher at Del Norte High School. He is a very hard teacher and the students in his class don't like him. Five kids in his class decide they are going to kidnap him to scare him. They kidnap him and cover up all their tracks, or so they think. Betsy, one of the five, got a speeding ticket while trying to get to the place where the other four took Mr. Griffin. Mr. Griffin refuses to beg them to let him go, to not kill him so, the five decide to leave him one night and come back in the morning. Susan and David, two other of the five, resolve to get Mr. Griffin and let him go, but discover he is dead. They drive to the school to get Mark, the leader of the five, Jeff and Betsy so they can do something about Mr. Griffin's body. Mark tells them to bury it and David puts his windbreaker over the body and takes the ring off of Mr. Griffin's finger. Mark told Betsy and David to park the car at the airport and when they do, the cop that pulled her over recognizes her. Betsy tells the others for the first time about the ticket. Mark gets really ticked off and decides they will put the car in Jeff's garage, give it a paint job and a new license plate before putting it somewhere else. I can't wait to see what happens next!!!!!

My Top 5 Books

I have a lot of favorite books but some are my major favorites. My fifth favorite book is Princess in Love, written by Meg Cabot, it is third in the Princess Diaries series. It is about a fifteen year old girl that is in love with one boy, but dates another. My fourth favorite book would have to be Princess in the Spotlight, second in the Princess Diaries series. It is about how the fifteen year old girl's life changes after she discovers that she is the princess of a European country. My third favorite book is Where I'd Like to Be, it is about a group of orphans that make a fort in some woods after they are inspired by the "new girl" who turns out to be a liar. My second favorite book is The Chronicles of Narnia: The Horse and His Boy, it is about two children that ride two talking horses to a land called Narnia and their adventures. My favorite book of all time is The Chronicles of Narnia: The Silver Chair, it is about two earthly children that show up in Narnia and end up saving an prince who is captured underground and enchanted by a silver chair.

Our class saw another movie about the Holocaust. In the beginning, there were tons of people running around naked. Some were chosen for what the Nazis called "transport" but was really people being killed. Also, woman were pricking their fingers and wiping the blood on their cheeks so that they wouldn't be chosen for "transport". The blood on their cheeks gave their cheeks color so they looked healthy. These kids were running around hiding places so they wouldn't have to be taken away and killed. This one boy had to hide in a toilet with these other kids. I never realized how bad the Holocaust really was. That was very nasty but he had no where else to go. I felt really sorry for all of those people.